full a' vinegar and glitter

(Hey, she’s a piratey soul)

I’m not going to make my movie goal for the year, and that’s alright.

I finalized my class schedule this morning:

Monday
9:30 – 10:20AM – Intro to Psychology I (Hazen Hall LT)
10:30 – 11:20AM – Intro to Marine Science (rm TBA)
7:00 – 9:20PM – Intro to Micro Economics (rm TBA)

Tues
10:00 – 11:20AM – Popular Music, Culture & Comm (rm TBA)

Wednesday
9:30 – 10:20AM – Intro to Psychology I
10:30 – 11:20AM – Intro to Marine Science
7:00 – 9:20PM – Intro to Study of Literature

Thurs
10:00 – 11:20AM – Popular Music, Culture & Comm

Friday
9:30 – 10:20AM – Intro to Psychology I
10:30 – 11:20AM – Intro to Marine Science

It’s not going to change, either, unless I suddenly fly off the waitlist for one of the history classes I want. BLashahsbaj. I’m sore and tired.

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movies movies!!

Give me movies to watch. Seriously, go.

I have to watch 2-3 movies every day (55ish in total, though more is A-OK) for the rest of the month to reach my 100 movie goal, and I’m running out. I have a bunch downloaded, and a handful on the way, but I need suggestions. My lists from the last five years are all posted, and I can’t watch anything on them already.

I love horror, and anything Asian. Christmas stuff, old weird movies, and I’ll even settle for romantic comedies. Chances are if it’s a movie everyone else in the world has seen… I probably haven’t.

This is the list of stuff I have in mind so far:

The Way We Were
Casablanca
Gone with the Wind
A Hard Day’s Night
A Woman in Berlin
Jennifer’s Body
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
The Last House on the Left (2009)
The Uninvited
Pan’s Labyrinth
Paran daemun (Birdcage Inn)
Areumdapta (Beautiful)
Sunjeong manhwa (Hello Schoolgirl)

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and it’s something quite peculiar

Everything is official now; I am going back to school. Again. Again-again, actually.

I spent a few hours on campus today checking things out, and wandering around with a friend. Before heading home I stopped in at the registrar’s office and picked up my student number and user ID so I could get a jump on class registration and whatnot. My e-mail is up and running, and classes are all picked out and wait-listed where necessary. As of now I’m taking: Intro to Psychology; Intro to Marine Science; Intro to Micro Economics; and Popular Music, Culture, and Communications. My wait-listed courses are an intro French course (desperately needed) and two history classes (Canadian & British) that would be better for my degree than marine science and micro econ. Strangely enough, I really am looking forward to the econ one.

My Christmas tree is up and pretty, and my parents are heading to Florida on the weekend.

I’m still off my medication, and feeling so much better. I feel like I’ve normalized. We’ll see how things go. I just need to keep motivated. I’m going to make an appointment to start councilling at the university, and I’m hoping I can get back in on the radio at some point too.

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me + books = all you’re getting today

I still don’t really feel like writing anything, but here’s some pointless information about me + books!

It’s in the form of a quiz that I stole from my friend Kate @ Page of Cups. She, in turn, nabbed it from Wine in the Afternoon.

★ Do you snack while you read? If so, favourite reading snack?
Sometimes! I like things that won’t get messy and leave fingerprints (ie: chocolate), because I generally get so into the book that I completely forget what I’m doing. Things like peanuts, crackers and cheese, liquorice.

☆ Do you tend to mark your books as you read them, or does the idea of writing on your books horrify you?
I love finding notes pencilled into second-hand books. I don’t do it to every book myself, but when I have something important to add it goes in the margins. It’s nice to find because it shows how passionate the person before you was about the book. They’re meant to be loved, not put up on a shelf and kept pristine.

★ How do you keep your place while reading a book? Bookmark? Dog ears?
I’m horrible for propping the book open on a table (and ruining the spine) or sticking an old ticket or receipt inside. Sometimes I’ll fold a page down evenly, or more often I’ll tuck it into the spine without creasing it (I really can’t explain better than that, sorry).

☆ Fiction, Non-Fiction or both?
Ohh both! I love reading about true crime and biographies, but I also love Harry Potter and etc.

★ Are you a person who tends to read to the end of chapters, or are you able to put a book down at any point?
I prefer to read until the end of a chapter, but really I’m the sort of person who reads until she literally passes out and rolls all over the book in her sleep. Sometimes I prop it open beside me, but a lot of times it gets trampled. Unless it’s a borrowed book, and then I’m extra careful.

☆ If you come across an unfamiliar word, do you stop to look it up right away?
I can normally guess from the context, but yes, if there’s something I don’t understand I immediately look it up.

★ What are you currently reading?
Helter Skelter, by Vincent Bugliosi & Curt Gentry, Jane Eyre, and I’m working my way through the Little House series because I wiki’d Laura Ingalls Wilder the other day, and decided I didn’t remember the books well enough. All are rereads, but still nice.

☆ What is the last book you bought?
A nice hard-covered copy of Jane Eyre, because it’s my favourite/most reread book, and my paperback finally bit the dust. Or, more accurately, it went up in flames when my apartment burned down. Probably for the best though, since it was being held together with packing tape.

★ Are you the type of person who can only read one book at a time or can you read more than one at a time?
I usually have three or four going at once.

☆ Do you prefer series or stand alone books?
I like both. Stand-alones can be sad when you’re still curious at the end, but that beats them dragging it out forever.

★ Is there a specific book or author that you find yourself recommending over and over?
Hmm, definitely. My favourites are The Handmaid’s Tale and The Edible Woman, both by Margaret Atwood; The Bell Jar, by Sylvia Plath; and Lolita, by Vladimir Nabokov.

☆ How do you organize your books (by genre, title, author’s last name, etc.)?
By size, normally. Right now they’re all piled onto a shelf that runs around the top of my living room. Big books on bottom, tiny on top. I also take into consideration how frequently they get reread.

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sup

Posting has been slack because I’ve been struggling a lot lately. I’m not going to lie, I’ve been depressed a lot of the time lately. It’s okay because I do feel amazing sometimes, and that’s a lot more than I was getting before. Higher highs, and lower lows, if that makes sense of it. My entire life is a lot of back-and-forth right now, and I just don’t feel as up to writing about it as I normally do.

I was out last night, and intend to go out again tonight and tomorrow. For different things, but still. It’s a nice change of pace to sitting in my apartment with cats crawling all over me.

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Life would be a lot easier to get through if I were surrounded by people who wanted what’s best for me, instead of what is more convenient. I already feel like I’m worthless most of the time, so trying to force me to settle for mediocrity only brings me back to the conclusion that I’d rather not be around. I’d rather be dead than live the rest of my life feeling like there’s nothing better than this.

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wah wah

I am such a fucking sick kid.
I fell down my stairs (again) the other day, and smacked my head. I’m not sure if I have a concussion, or if it’s just a big ‘ol migraine as a result. Currently I am: dizzy, nauseous, shaking, have a sore neck, and a ridiculous headache. Plus sensitivity to light, woo! All of those things fit in with both, so. Yesterday morning I was also pretty easily confused, and kept forgetting simple stuff.

I left work around noon, and have since been on the couch. I watched a bunch of television, and eventually fell asleep for a few hours. I’m (obviously) up again and (as per usual) can’t get back to sleep. I’ve got The Simpsons playing pretty quietly in the background because I need noise, but it’s just making it slowly worse.

I feel like a huge jerk missing time from work yet again. I constantly feel like I’m going to be fired, but at the same time I can’t sit there editing photos when I’m barely able to concentrate on the screen. Right? I mean, they’ve been really understanding up until this point. A new girl was just hired to pick up some slack when the grad orders start sliding in later this month, and so I feel slightly less guilty about missing time. It also kind of adds in some “oh god what if they’re training her so they can fire me”.

I guess all I can do is get through it. If I’m unwell I really can’t do anything but get better and hope they’re understanding.

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my life is super exciting



Picture 2

Originally uploaded by dcthegirl

Fer realz.

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metric shit-ton of issues

I broke things off, and feel it went extremely well.

Basically, (like I mentioned last post) I was feeling crowded. I was receiving constant MSN messages asking what I was up to, and I know he was just trying to be friendly… but that makes me feel like I’m expected to check in. I’m sure it wasn’t his intention, but it’s how I felt. He seemed way too eager to talk to me all the time, and while his enthusiasm is sweet… it fucking freaked me out. Especially last Friday when I had plans all night, and he knew it, and he still proceeded to call me three times instead of just sending an e-mail or text. (I don’t know how many people know this, but I detest the phone. There is a fuckin’ reason I have unlimited texts.)

I’m very personal, and emotionally independant, and I have a metric shit-ton of trust issues that stem from various areas and occurances in my life. It takes me a long time to warm up to people, and even longer to be willing to rely on them in any emotional capacity. Rushing me along (whether intentional or not) is something that makes me put my foot down, and then tear off in the other direction. Especially when it’s within a week of meeting them.

So I tried to sum all of that up in a really polite way, and he said he completely understood, and respected it. And we agreed that we’d maybe hang out sometimes, so we’ll see how that goes.

Besides all of that, I had a pretty shit day at work. I had to take some ativan, and went upstairs for several cigarette breaks during the day. Wednesday I’m on location at my high school, so we’ll see how the week turns out.

And besides all of THAT… holy fuck I can’t get George Harrison’s My Sweet Lord out of my head. Not that I’m complaining, because I think it’s a beautiful song. So I’m going to put it on, make some haddock and chips, and catch up on all of the shows I missed last night.

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winter jackets and alone time

I assume that most people reading my blog know me in some capacity, and therefore know about the apartment fire earlier this year that ruined a good portion of my stuff. (If you didn’t, check it out!)

Included in that “stuff” was my good winter jacket. My autumn jacket (which I had been using all winter instead) was with me at the new apartment. Unfortunately Saint John winters, from what I remember, are more harsh than Fredericton ones, and that little jacket wouldn’t cut it down here. Also, I’m pretty sure I left it in Fredericton, so it doesn’t matter anyway!

Well, yesterday I found one! I actually didn’t leave the apartment with any intent to shop, but I was meeting some friends and one thing led to another. Actually, one of them had just found a good winter coat, and the other was looking for a dress to wear for a wedding. So we just kept on going. First was Je Suis Prest Boutique, which I have to admit is pretty effing spectacular. I found some great coats there, but nothing fit quite well enough.
We were going to the mall as well, so I figured I could find something. And I did. I’m not one to be excited by Billabong clothing, but they had a pretty sweet green plaid jacket at Boathouse, and for 90$ I figured I wouldn’t do better for something my style and cheap.

After that we went into full-on girl’s night mode. Ice cream, chips, party pizza, and various beer (Raspberry Wheat, Apricot, and a Rickard’s sampler!) coupled with multiple Wii games and intermitant smoking breaks. So nice to get out like that.

So yeah, I’m going to my parents’ place to do laundry shortly, and ughh. I don’t want to be there all night. I just want plenty of time alone in my own apartment before I have to rush back to work this week. I’m definitely feeling crowded by new fella, so I’m not sure how that’s going to continue.

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